Reevaluating Life

I am typing this while blind in class since I am learning how to navigate the internet with a screen reader and no monitor. Very slow.
I spent some time last night evaluating my life. I have always had such high expectations of myself and even so with my blindness. I need to be more patient with myself. Being hearing impaired was hard but I learned that by pushing myself so hard I could succeed and even prove how capable I was. Such pressure. Now I am still doing that now with blindness.
I had to allow myself to be ok with moving at a pace that is slower than what I deem as acceptanle ane everyone else thinks is just fine. Slowing down would be good for me.
In woodshop I wanted to make a bed which is abssurd cinsidering I am blind while in woodshop. I just expect an unreasonable amount . I know I could do it but I wou uld be very frusterated and overwhelmed. I will make a trivet instead.